Yes, I forgot about this blog. Again.

I have no idea what I am doing. Not with this blog. Not with myself. Not with my life. If mania isn't steering the ship I am lost. Mania doesn't last though. It always lets you down right in the middle of a mess. Either a literal mess or a metaphorical one. This year has personally been a doozy so that doesn't help. More on this shit show of year later. 

 I know blogs are hit or miss. I know I am typing into the void. That is okay. It is a-ok. I know I should probably be on Tiktok or Instagram making videos of myself crying or looking wistfully out over a body of water. I am old though. I am not that hungry for negative attention. 

I miss the days of Livejournal, Flickr etc. Is Livejournal even still a thing? (Remind self to Google after I finish this post.) I miss the days of looking around on Livejournal and finding someone interesting. Not a blog filled with ads or sponsered posts or paywalls. Just someone posting interesting photos or a day in the life of... Nothing overly curated. Nothing so perfect that it leaves you feeling like you’re lacking. I miss those days. I am sure those blogs still exist out there. Maybe even on here. I honestly haven’t looked. (Note to self: Explore Blogger more.)